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Wed, Oct. 27th, 2004, 02:45 pm
[x. Theres a new trend! =P .x]

I!!! Have got a new journal!! I know everyone is doing this and i'm copying blah blah blah...
But here it is

x_from_chaos_x
Oooo Exciting...

I only changed it cause i dont like this one..CANDYPOOPS..come on..
Sorry Chloe..its abit rubbish =P

Sun, Oct. 10th, 2004, 05:37 pm
[x. Hammer of the Gods .x]

your first?

fight: Probs with my brother
hobby: Drawing and ANNOYING people..
best mate: Chloe, Ross and Cooper (haha)
pen/e-mail pal: havent got one
poster: Probs the Sonic one dean gave me
piece of make-up (if you do have any?): cant remember
kiss: Cant remember
boyfriend and/or girlfriend: serious one: Michael most likely

the last?

thing you ate: a Echo bar
person you snogged (if any): People know..
person you slagged off: My Dad haha
person you were pissed off with: My mam
person who was pissed off with you: My mam
embarrassing moment you experienced: I dont know
time you slept over at someone's house (who was it?): Sarahs on friday
person you fancied (including people who you currently fancy): Jowsey
thing you bought: a bus ticket

in your opionion...

the most annoying person you know: My Brother
the nicest: Chloe, Sarah, Ross, Cooper or Vikki
funniest: Chloe, Ross, Cooper or Vikki
goth-like one: I dont lable people
dumbest: Jenneh
smartest: Sarah
coolest: cant pick
weird: Johnneh
interesting: Johnneh (not in a good way =P)
smelliest: Noboddy
most fashionable: Jenneh
least fashionable: ME! =D
prettiest: I dunno
laziest: Johnny (Mr. Igetupat3pm)
bitchiest: Hmm i do wonder

all about you

how would you describe your looks to someone who was blind: Not that nice
sum up your personality in a few wowrds: annoying, wild and strange
how popular are you: hmm not that popular
if you could change one thing about how you look what would it be: My hair and nose
what clothes do you usually wear: Things I like
what are you wearing now: A shirt, my pj bottoms and black socks
hobbies: Drawing, dancing in PE with Chloeh, Going out with mates,
most prized possesion: I dunno
last time you helped the environment: i dunno
how smart do you think you are: quite smart
are magazines like shout and mizz for sad social rejects with no lives: No
do you follow the latest fashions: No i like my own style
are you jealous of your best mate: I was
ever wear a skimpy skirt of tiny shorts: yes
ever been called a slut: That is like a nickname for me
been bullied: yes
had an eating disorder: kinda
harmed yourself: yes
felt so depressed you wished you were dead: yes
wished you'd been home schooled: no
cheated on your boyfriend/girl friend: once and im not proud
thought about 'doing it' before your sixteen just to say you had (by the way I'm asking this because I'm looking through a mag at the problem pages, lol): no
been in hospital: no
if so what for:
taking drugs: no
drank so much you spewed all over: No but i have passed out
modelled: yes with the Chloeh
fancied dermot o'leary: no
fancied the same sex: no
been out with the same sex: no
got a phobia: chickens and thunder storms
think cameron diaz is too skinny: no..
been beat up: yes
slagged off your best mates: yes but i dont do that no more
had a huge sleepover: no
wanted to be a movie star or singer: yeah
think you stand a chance: not really
wrote a story which you want to publish: no
believe in the devil: no
god: no
witch craft: no
voodoo: no
ever did anything like that: haha..yes..
believe in your star signs: yeah
hated your mates: No
wondered why people think your so weird: no
fancied a movie star and wrote a love letter to one: No because i think its abit silly

Sat, Sep. 11th, 2004, 11:20 pm
{* Don't wanna be an american idiot! *}

Wheeee today was fun!
Yesterday I slept at Sarah's. It was fun like usual but I think i pissed her off abit by taking over the computer at one point. Sorry Sarah...
Anyways, went to the green with sarah today. Met everyone there too. Sean was there too, yay. SEAN!! lol. Me Sarah and Sean (<3) had to go look for some handcuffs for sarah's mam (she was going to a party thing) because ANNA snapped her other pair. =/. Anyways we found a new pair of handcuffs and Sarah bought a killer pair of shoes. Yeah...killer.
Sarah wanted me to take pictures of everyone at the green so I did and she doesn't like most of them because she hardly knows the people on them but I do...=/
Hmm... Sarah might not like me anymore. She might be sick of me, =(. Shes ignoring me at the moment either that or she can't hear me.
Hahaha on the way home, on the metro, Vikki was trying to make me tell Sean I love him but I couldn't do it without laughing. Eventually I did it! =D
Chloeh started crying about something I shouldn't really talk about and I got all upset too. I think it sucks how people get upset..
Thanks to a friend (for her protection I'm not using her name =) ), I now know what an ex boyfriend was up to...
1. He fucks virgins for fun then dumps them. Thats what he wanted to do to me but I had a feeling he was up to something...so I said something about babies and he didnt want to...heheh...
2. He CHEATS on people. He probally cheated on me. Not that I care tho...He was a wanker..
I really do feel sorry for the girl hes going out with now.. You dont know what you are in for... Thats why ive got to 'read between the lines'. Some people are just total...i dunno if there is a word to describe how totally that they are..confusing..
But...I knew his little sad perverted plan. =/ But I have a much better boyfriend then him..SEAN! =D
Hmm I just want to ramble on but I cant...
ah well i have nothing to say

Sun, Sep. 5th, 2004, 09:59 pm
{X. We could be in the park and dancing by a tree .X}

Whheeeeee. I changed alot of things on here! Tell me if it looks cool.
I have a new boyfriend. Sean. Hes loveley. AND TWO MONTHS YOUNGER!!!!! Hahah
Anyways, I slept at Sarah's on friday. Yay lovely miss Sarah! Then the next day I went to the green with Kelly and bought some cool stuff for her house and then she left to go to the pub. So I hung round with Chloe for a while and some other people. Some people (not mentioning names) were being horrible to me so I cried to Chloeh for about two mins then went hyper. I then got tied to Sean.....That hurt because RONNIE tied it to tightly. We got cut free and all was well..except the big red marks on our wrists..
Then Kye (hope I spelt that right..) asked if I liked Sean and I said yes..then he went and told him. The when me and Sean were hugging Barnesey (again, hope I spelt that right) asked us if we liked eachother and we both said yes and then Barnesey said that me and Sean are going out with eachother so we are. And then all the people (Coral, Chloeh, Vikki, Peter, Louie, Rikki and alot more) all cheered for somereason. Later on I went home and hung round with Kye and Sean for abit and then Sean walked me home. Yay. So now I'm talking to the lovely Miss Sarah on msn about Billy Martin..YAY! heehee.
Today I found out someone, one of my friends, thinks I'm bitchy. Not mentioning any names... But I think you are a sly little bitch too! =P

Anyways i have nothing else to write about..

Fri, Sep. 3rd, 2004, 10:09 pm
[* UNKNOWN EMO HAIRED BOY!!!!!! *]

Yay! Chloeh wrote this poem for me

Before the bright lights went out,
And before I whispered my last words,
My best friend asked, "How would you talk to an angel?"
I looked and shook my head with a doubt

Answered I didn't know, and turned my head away,
She looked down at me and said,
"I never want to lose a friend like you,
And I want you to stay."

I said that I'd never leave,
And I promised that I'd drop by,
"Just swear that you'll not weep,
And stand over me just to grieve."

She looked at me with a suprise,
As if I wasn't supposed to say such a thing,
And told me that I couldn't go,
As the tears seeped from her glazing eyes.

I told her to stop and think,
Of all the things we did,
And think of all the memories,
Painted just like fine ink.

And from that day,
I watched over her,
And promised I would forever,
To sit and watch her pray.

Her last words to me,
"How would you talk to an angel?"
And now I think I understand,
And now I think I see...

Isnt it nice? Aw shes so sweet!
I'm at Sarah's house with Anna and its really cool. Just got here about 10 mins ago or something.
I'm in love again!!! Well I wouldn't say love but you know..
Anyways, I was sitting in Minchella's near the beach with my dads's girlfriend, Paula and her two sons Ethan (the 'half goth' < hahaha) and Joel. There was this boy who worked there who was sooooooo good looking. He kept looking at me and quickly looking away when i looked back. He was so cute. I ordered a cheese toastie and he asked if he could take it over to me and I dont know if he was just being nice or another thing but I have a MAJOR crush on him (AMERICAN TEEN TALK!!!).
Yayayayay I have all the Incubus albums!! Oh except S.C.I.E.N.C.E... =/. It don't matter cause i'm not bothered.
Johnny (the one i wrote about before who got beat up...=/). decided to headbutt me to say 'hello' and I fell to the ground cause it hurt so much...but i got the funny side of it. Then when I got home..the phone rang and I bent down to get it and I hit my head off the TV...NICE. Now my head hurts quite alot...hehe but i laughed for a while..and it hurt even more.
Anna and Sarah are..COOL. Hahahaha other people who are reading this wouldn't know what I'm on about but you know...
Got nothing else to write...
YAY Green tomorrow!

Thu, Aug. 26th, 2004, 12:26 am
[* Blee Blah Bloo O.o *]

Well this is TOO great...
I learn that one of my friends has been beat up by FUCKING CHARVERS and his girlfriend has cut herself over it for godknows what reason. He didn't deserve it at all. Just because he dresses differently. Just because he likes different music to them. I mean..WHAT THE FUCK. Johnny would never pick on someone who dresses differently or looks differently or listens to different music so why should people pick on him for those reasons? I know this happens to people all the time but what bothers me is that I can't help him. I can't do anything and I feel so pathetic and helpless... So what..he's a 'Goth'..WOW... People shouldnt pick on him (or anyone) cause they are different.. I'm just really pissed of at whoever done this to him right now...

Sun, Aug. 22nd, 2004, 12:44 am
[* We're all dudes! (hey) *]

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Laura
Birthplace ::: In a hospital
Age ::: 13
Age you act ::: 6
Current location ::: A house
Eye color ::: Greenish blue
Hair color ::: Brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: Right
Zodiac sign? ::: Picies
Height? ::: 5’2
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: British
Your hair ::: Dyed red/brown
Your fears ::: Not being loved, thunder and lighting
Your perfect room ::: I dunno how to describe it...
What you practically do in a day ::: Moan..and go to Ryan's, heehee
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: I dunno actually....=/
Phrases you overuse ::: I dunno...
Your first thought when you wake up ::: Where am I?
Your greatest accomplishment ::: Havent got one really...
Something you want to do ::: Learn how to skate, improve on my singing
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: Coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Macdonalds
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Neither
Chocolate or vanilla ::: Vanilla if its a candle
Adidas or Nike ::: Neither
Black or white ::: Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: I dunno
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Neither really...
Egypt or France ::: Egypt
Rock or rap ::: Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: No
Cuss ::: Yes
Sing well ::: I dunno...i've been told I do..
Sing in the shower ::: No
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: Yeah =P
Believe in yourself ::: Sometimes
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: Not really..
Play an instrument ::: No
Want to go to college? ::: Yeah.
Want to get married? ::: Ya
Want to have children? ::: dunno...
Think you're a health freak? ::: No
Get along with your parents ::: Sometimes
Get along with your siblings? ::: Most of the time
Think you're popular ::: No
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: I don't live in a state... so yeah =P
Drank alchohal ::: No
Smoke ::: No
Get high ::: No
Done any drugs ::: Nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: No..but i miss 'em
Been on stage ::: No
Gone skinny dipping ::: No
Been dumped ::: Not exactly
Dyed your hair ::: No
Stolen anything ::: No
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: Dean (6.5t CROCODIIIIIIIIIIIILE!! hahaha)
Loudest ::: Ryan
Most shy ::: Sarah..aww
Blondest ::: Dunno...
Smartest ::: Dunno...
Kindest ::: All of them
Best personality ::: I'm not gonna pick just one
Most talented ::: Dunno..
Best singer ::: Dunno... (loads of 'dunno's here!)
Most ghetto ::: What???
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Johnny (haha =P)
Pain in the ass ::: JOHNNY..haha I'M KIDDING!
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: No one..
Funniest ::: Dean, James, Ryan and the Chloeh..oh and Sarah =P
Best person for advice ::: Sarah or Jenni
Dependable ::: All of them
Trustworthy ::: Everybody
Druggie ::: CHLOEH!!! haha
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Chloeh..for being drunk..=P
Person you've known the longest ::: Richard
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: I cant remember for once..
Last nightmare ::: Dunno
Car ride ::: Today
Last time you cried ::: Yesterday..i think
Last movie seen ::: Shrek 2
Last movie rented ::: Dunno
Last book read ::: The Hobbit
Last word said ::: Silly
Last curse word said ::: Fuck
Last time you laugh ::: Just now..
Last phone call ::: Dad
Last CD played ::: Dunno
Last song you listened to ::: Go with the flow
Last annoyance ::: When I couldnt get the hundreds and thousands out the tub thing..
Last IM ::: ?
Last weird encounter ::: Dunno
Last person you hugged ::: Ryan
Last person you yelled at ::: I dunno
Last time you wore a skirt ::: A week ago or something
Last time you've been evil ::: Dunno
Sarcastic? ::: Today
Last time you fought with your parents ::: Like a week ago..
Last time you wished upon a star ::: WHEN I SAW A SHOOTING STAR!!!
Played Truth or Dare ::: Ages ago...
Spent quality time alone ::: When i was in bed...unless...
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: No.
Do you feel lonely ::: Not today
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: Wha?
How about egging someone's house ::: No
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: Yeh..whatever..
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: Oh yeah..umm NO
Yo Momma ::: is so fat she went to a footy match and sat next to everyone
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: Yeah
What do you think of George Bush? ::: MONKEY!!
Any secret fetishes? ::: Forcefull kissing.. heehee
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: No
How many languages do you speak? ::: 1..
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: No! haha =P
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::: YES..COME AND STALK ME THEN!! =P

Mon, Aug. 16th, 2004, 05:43 am
[* Yay! I'm Chloeh's moofin *]

Yay..how great.. IT'S 5.44am!! I had to wake up at 5am cause I'm going to flamingo land today. I have to be at Ryan's for 7am and it takes me ages to get ready...
Right now I'm watching a documentry on cheetahs. It's quite cute and funny because the cubs were playing with this hairy caterpiller and they relised that it tickled their chin so the kept doing in and I thought that was so cute! =)
I'm really tired cause I've only had like 5 and a half hours sleep. I usually have alot more.
Anyways, I'm going to go in the shower now. I'm a bit behind on things because I'm all slow today..
Oh yeah... I'm Chloehs Muffin! XD

Sun, Aug. 8th, 2004, 11:14 pm
[* I'll let you know just how much you mean to me *]

WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Just when you thought I was gone... I IS BACK! Youre probs thinking NOOOOOOOOOOOOO but tuff luck =P.
I have been busy...with..things..like Ryan! Aww hes lovely...
I have a new obsession...an animated picture of a dancing Spiderman.. It fucking kicks ass! I was sitting pissing myself laughing. Hehe im looking at it now...GO SPIDEY GO! Gosh im sad..
NADIA WON BIG BROTHER!!! She deserved it...she rocks.
Oooo its misty outside...very Jack the Ripper..
Be afraid of the trio! me the Trumpet, Louie the Monkehchief and Chloeh the Nunzilla! Mwhahaha
Today I went to Ryans..like usual. His friend, Dean, was there who is really funny. Ry, Dean and Ry's sister Cora were throwing a teddy bear out of the window with a bunch of ties, belts and rope attached to it for no reason at all. Mad people! The they were throwing paper aeroplanes with string tied to them out of the window. Then we took Max (the dog) out for a walk and i was playing tug of war with the dog with his lead and a rope attached to it. I had it tied around one of my wrists...i didnt know this bloody puppy was strong. I got bruse..ah well.
Dean and Ryan walked me home earlier than we usually do. We sat on the wall outside my street for abit. I wasnt talking to Ryan cause he kinda pissed me off. Deans sisters ex walked past and Dean called him over. He was cool. He was saying me and Ryan shouldnt fight and stuff. Well things of got better now..and now i shall go to bed cause it is 1:16am...yes it took me along time to write this because i was doing other stuff aswell
goooooooooooood night

Thu, Jul. 29th, 2004, 02:01 pm
[* heehee these are great and there is SO many! =D*]

What Makes You Sexy?
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Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part IsYour Boobs
Special Talents AreKissing
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Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...amazing
Your smile is...amazing
Your love is...unique
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Your Superhero Persona
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EnemyHipsters
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WeaponBaseball Bat
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Sidekick:Large dragon.
Attitude:Extremely smart and cheerful, maybe with a big brother/sister complex.
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Thu, Jul. 29th, 2004, 11:57 am
[* Can't think of a title for once! =O *]

Wheee...i'm so bored yet so un bored..if you understood that well done.
Watching Charlie Brown on t.v. Snoopy rocks!
Everything is great with Ryan now! =). He didn't believe that person who told him. So the realtionship is better than ever! =D.
On Big Brother some people shouted into the house that Nadia is a man when Stu, Dan, Shell and Nadia where in the garden. I think this is really really mean and if Nadia wants to tell the other housemates that she used to be a man then she can tell them in her own time and doesn't need some horrible and pathetic people to do it for her.
One of my dear friends was getting shit off her boyfriend for being bisexual. He eventually dumped her. Personally I think she didn't deserve it. No one deserves getting dumped by a loved one just because of a sexuality.. She can be whatever sexuality she wants and he didn't have to dump her just cause she fancies girls and boys. So all im saying to her is screw him and get a better boyfriend that loves you. Hope you are ok =).
I'm in a real debating mood today.. I could go on moaning about things forever..but I won't bore you.
Nadia or Dan to win Big Brother! Nadia's laugh may be annoying but it just rocks! Go Nadia! And if you put Dan and Nadia together (like when they were chained together) they are just mad! =D
Hmm...I don't have much to say today...
Thats a good thing, right?

Bye bye!
Laura loves Ryan!! xxxxx

Tue, Jul. 27th, 2004, 05:58 pm
[* Pardon me while I burst into flames *]

Oh well..ANOTHER FUCKING REALATIONSHIP PROBALLY GONE..
Whoever did this to me...i want you to fucking die..

Someone told Ryan i was seeing someone else other than him and i think he doesnt beleive me..
Well done person who said this...youve made me cry. I HOPE YOU ARE FUCKING HAPPY NOW!!!!!
I really need a hug right now...

God.. i really hate this fucking world..

Fuck everything..

Thu, Jul. 22nd, 2004, 10:35 pm
[* WOO! *]

Yay im seeing Ryan!
BUT VICTOR (Big Brother) IS AN ARSE HOLE!! Grr

haha
bye
>>..

Laura <3 Ryan!

Thu, Jul. 22nd, 2004, 08:38 pm
[* HES A BODY BUILDER WITH TINY LITTLE LEGS!! lol *]

Yay hellooooooo all!!!
I am now Christies Tobey Mcguire Bitch and Big Brother Buddy lol. We are bloody crazy maaaan.
Ethan and Joel or here (Or Thing 1 and Thing 2)and playing on The Legend Of Zelda : The Windwaker. Aww Link is so cute on it!!
I MISS YOU CHLOEH!! Yeh shes in Cumbria or somewhere.. =( COME BAAAAAAAAAAAACK!
Awh i love ya Ryan! BUT YOU ARE AWAY ON MSN SO I CANT TELL YOU MY ANSWER!! lol
Lots and lots of capital letters in this entry. Mostly cause im hyper. WOOOOOOOOOO!
I have nothing to say..=/
I'll write later..
bah bye.

Wed, Jul. 21st, 2004, 06:07 pm
[* Yeah, three two one..lights camera transaction! *]

WoOoOoO I IS HYPER!!
Knowing me a probs spelt the title wrong.. But im a retard..ARENT I PETER?! (Grr) =P
Yesterday was f0on. I was talking to Christie (My Big Brother Buddy, lol), Chloeh (and Yasmin because Chloeh was at her house) and Ryaaaaaan.
Ryan rocks, lol. He put the webcam for me to show me his new hair and he has such a cuuuuuute smile! Lol. Oh and he also has nice nails =P.
Me and Chloeh were discussing putting things up peoples arses. Like a train. Imagine having a train up your arse..Every time you walked past a cute guy or girl..WOOOOOOO..you would get alot of dirty looks. Oh yeh and I was also saying what it would be like with a snake and a car and an umberella up your arse..I WAS HYPER..i say strange things when im hyper.
Also I have a new quote..
'No chloeh..Get away from me with that spoon or ill fart on you!'..lol dont ask..
Awh I love Ryan with his cute smile and his nice nails..bless him.. AND HE HURT HIS LEG ON A SCREWDRIVER!! =(..Hope its ok..
Yes im over Peter..hes a wanker anyway.. GRR I HATE YOO!!!
But I shouldnt let him get me down cause I like someone else!...You never guess who. =P
Hoorah for the 6 week holidays! More time to be lonely and bored then go completely hyper!!
Yay
I LOVE RYAN!!! =P I hope hes not reading this..lol
I ALSO LOVE BRANDON BOYD AND JOSE OUT OF INCUBUS!!! Aw Jose is so cute in a geeky way! I think he is really funny after watching one of their DVDs but he called Brandon a pussy cause he doesnt drink beer on the tour bus!! Bad Jose! BAD! And Brandon.. I have an unhealthy obsesion with him lol.
I have a new favourite song!! Talk shows on mute! Mwuhaha more Incubus...ok im getting a little strange now..
COME ONE COME ALL INTO 1984, YEH 3 2 1, LIGHTS CAMERA TRANSACTION!! < lyrics from Talk Shows on Mute.
Right im going to stop talking about Incubus now..
Yes its hard to stop.. ITS LIKE IM ADDICTED! lol
Well i have nothing else better to say..
I think this is my longest entry..

Laura <3 Ryan! YAY, lol

Sat, Jul. 17th, 2004, 01:04 am
[* ... *]

That last entry was soo selfish.. im sorry to everybody i offended and insulted.
I just feel like shit right now.
I always take it out on people too.. =\..im really sorry people...

Sat, Jul. 17th, 2004, 12:50 am
[* BLAH FUCKING BUGGER BLAH! *]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
...
Sorry I had to get that out..
I feel sooo fucking shit right now. I really just dont want to speak or do anything..
Im being all dramatic and im attention seeking.SO FUCKING WHAT!! I really dont give a shit right now..
So much shit thats been going on...
Yeh yeh.. i know there is people that are worse off then me and i should be feeling selfish..
On a lighter note.. Im highly amused by what my brother is doing... Hes rather strange but i loov him!
Whee.. Last day of school today..hoorah hooray..
Oooo according to peter..i have no feelings.. I dont like to show emotion..
He still 'loves' me.. I highly doubt it.. After all that stuff you said.
I really feel like crying or screaming or dying.. im not sure
Im still really fucking ammused by my brothers actions.. He now knows my CDs track numbers off by heart.. and i dont even know them..lol
...Im sure hes on drugs...
DAVID BULLEYS BAND IS SOOO SHIT! hahahaha..im such a heartless bitch lol.
oh well
im going
before i do more damage..


=\

Tue, Jul. 13th, 2004, 04:45 pm
[* Its my fault that it fell apart..*]

Got nothing to say...
Except.
Sorry Peter..

Sat, Jul. 3rd, 2004, 11:40 am
[* Ow ya bastard! *]

Hiyas all.
Heehee I have a fake lip ring in and it hurts alot even though its fake...(the subject says it all...)
On thursday...my e-mail account (elandili666@hotmail.com) got hacked into..again. But i dont really care because I have a new one! Yay. Sandy_is_so_broken@hotmail.com.
Me and Sarah (rock_dragon) are going to the green today to meet a few people there. Sarah is cooool. So is the Chloeh who we are going to meet up with (hopefully).. I DO NOT SHUT UP ABOUT TEH CHLOEH!! lol.
Im not obbsessed with her..course not.
I have a pet sponge called Tom who is gay. Hes pink and has a baaad haircut and has a beard...also very spongey. Well it is a sponge!
IM NOT ON DRUGS...NOPE NOT ME!
I am drugs! (Yes i pinched that quote from Salvador Dali or whatever his name is...)
I'm hungry...urghgh.. I never used to be always hungry... Oh well...
Im really hyper
yay
FOR REAL...yeh...
Oh well must go get something to eat.
Bye

LaUrA
(Yes i still do love peter BUT HES NOT MY MUFFIN NO MORE...Hes my SEX PARTNER!..only joking...I AM ONLY 13 YOU KNOW!!)

Tue, Jun. 29th, 2004, 10:40 pm
[* ARGGGGGGHHHH *]

Oh my god i hate my fucking hair!!!
Its TOO SHORT!!
I want it all to grow back...
But i wanted it so i cant moan...
Also, im pissed off at a certain someone because they told Peter that im just using him which im not. I love him and i would do anything for him so that person (not mentioning names) can shove it up their arse...
ARGH! I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!

Im going to go before i do some damage.. *yay*....
[* Xx LaUrA xX *]
I lOvE pEtEr...HeS mY mUfFiN!! LoL <3<3<3<3

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